She already knew he’ll leave

He tolerated all her nonsence.She wanted him to be a nice guy.He gave his best to be someone she could love and respect.So many ups and downs but he managed to travel through the chaos.He was a brave boy who truely deserved respect.Making him better was the only choice she had because her love for him was deep like the colour of blood.All the unsuccessful efforts sent her in trauma but she managed to come out somehow.The frustration was collecting day by day and the love was growing deeper and deeper. In this struggle,the bond they shared was becoming weak but the love was still same. She forgot how she cared for him,and how she used to express her love.Her expectations were still the same.He failed to handle her.He promissed to be with her as long as she is away from her parents.And when she went to home,he left her with so many memories that she couldn’t breath but to miss him with every single inhalation.The heart beating inside her made every beat sound.It was him in her mind and the sole.She followed all her routine tasks but not even a single minute he left her thaughts.Each night the voice saying I Love you echoed in her ears.

She knew everything but could’t do anything.

Is love like this only?

She knew he’ll leave.​why did his words meant so much?

Something stopped..

​Her heart wanted to skip a beat,

But something stopped,

She wanted to stare at him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to smile at him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to laugh with him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to hold his hand,

But something stopped,

She wanted to be in his arms at cold,

But something stopped,

She wanted to talk endlessly,

But something stopped,

She wanted to dance with him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to complain about the world,

But something stopped,

She wanted to talk in sleepy voice,

But something stopped,

She wanted to trust him

But something stopped,

She wanted to give him gifts,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel his heat,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel his touch

But something stopped,

She wanted to show herself crazy,

But something stopped,

She wanted to bringout the child hidden inside her,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel secured by him

But something stopped,

She wanted to scream about her feelings

But something stopped,

She wanted to fulfill the promisses,

But something stopped,

She still loved him,

But he stopped..

.

She wanted a world where only they both exist 💔

It started from their friendship…she went through a heart break and he was the shoulder.He promissed her for not being the reason of her tears ever.she was a hyper sensitive girl but she was bold and strong.the time she met him was the time when she wanted to deny something but she didn’t know what to deny.their bond grew stronger day by day and suddenly the black clouds started to roll over their happy life.she got to know about his lies.she found everything was nothing less then a lie.It was tough for her to trust him back but it was the only choice left.

She loved him anyway.she gave endless chances in a hope he would change.They had arguements,they had fights.They were still together.she was sick of lonliness,anger,frustation,cheated.wherever she went feeling of leftout chased her.she was good at looks and she started overthinking.sleepless nights were a part of her life.He did efforts to console her but she could only forgive,couldn’t forget.some how with his help she managed to walk through tough life.She became more and more insecured with every single mistake he did.she wanted to live a happy life with him but her past made her to think thrice about everything.She grew more and more possesive and concerned when it was about him.He didn’t leave her hand but she started building walls around her.she started to interact less.she wanted nothing but him.she wanted to live like a child but she went through hell.He was her world.she wanted to keep him away from false eyes.she wanted nothing but a world where only they both exist.She couldn’t understand what to do but to live in hope…

There are few questions for you all ..

Was she right?

What would be her future?

Whould she be able to live happily with him?

Is it okay if she try to keep him away from the world?