That cry!

Tears were rolling

Down from cheeks

Reaching a surface

Like a pot of sorrow

Smooth like silk

Passing through lines

Of shrinked skin

Accelerated with beat

Silent and calm

Like a breeze in sun

Deep and deep

Lost in sorrow

Was lying a girl

Peeping from curls

Weak and Sleek

Struggling for sleep

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That moment…

In a frustration

She threw her phone

Cz she felt like love has gone

With a heart little of love

She left herself free for tears to roll

Just like a feather with no strength

Clueless about where she should be

Felt a sudden hold and someone holded hand

The grip grew more stronger

With a warm cover that became a sheild

Got the place where she exactly should be

Stopped shreiking as the soule was commanding

Felt a warm breath of someone

Who wanted her to be free

Free from grip of those boundaries

That was a prince who made her free 

Free from all those scars which were not ment to be……

One more time…!

​the hands were holded one more time but this time it was painful,

the hairs were flipped one more time but this time it was painful,

the neck was holded one more time but this time the marks were painful,

the stomach was touched one more time but this time clotted blood was painful,

the breath was high one more time but this time water followed was painful,

she smiled one more time but beauty enhanced was painful,

the body looked pink one more time but heat was deadly painful,

she was broken one more time but the survival was painful,

things were ok one more time because leaving him was peaceful.!

Revenge of screams

In the search of love

In the search of peace

With blues in mind

She walked for miles

Everywhere to go

But nowhere to be

Lost in the battle

Of soul and mind

Found that teen

A golden light

Chasing with fear

She reached a site

Looked like a home

Calling her in

Was an old lady

With a pale skin

She went there

without any sin

Asked that lady

If she could come in

In the dim light of dawn

Lady welcomed her with a smile

Saw a photograph on the wall

She went in her room

Shattered with thoughts

Leaned her head on pillow

Waited for the phone to ring

Looked several times

But couldn’t see the change

Time was passing

As it was really mean

She wanted to go back

But it didn’t stop

Made her realise

Nothing will stop

She’ll have to walk

For the dreams she saw

When she was a little doll

Leaving things behind

She went where her mom was laying

Kept her hand on her tummy

she found her best mummy

Was a certain relief

She closed her eyes

There she found love

There she found peace

That was the revenge

Of all her screms….!

Who snached her smile

​Scared of spider living inside her head

Who was Knitting a web of confusing quest

Keeping brushes in her hand

She was painting a map moving ahead

The path was blurr

Too cold to utter

Willing to scream and in search of light

She saw someone calm and quite

Seeking for help she walked a mile

It was him who snached her smile….

She already knew he’ll leave

He tolerated all her nonsence.She wanted him to be a nice guy.He gave his best to be someone she could love and respect.So many ups and downs but he managed to travel through the chaos.He was a brave boy who truely deserved respect.Making him better was the only choice she had because her love for him was deep like the colour of blood.All the unsuccessful efforts sent her in trauma but she managed to come out somehow.The frustration was collecting day by day and the love was growing deeper and deeper. In this struggle,the bond they shared was becoming weak but the love was still same. She forgot how she cared for him,and how she used to express her love.Her expectations were still the same.He failed to handle her.He promissed to be with her as long as she is away from her parents.And when she went to home,he left her with so many memories that she couldn’t breath but to miss him with every single inhalation.The heart beating inside her made every beat sound.It was him in her mind and the sole.She followed all her routine tasks but not even a single minute he left her thaughts.Each night the voice saying I Love you echoed in her ears.

She knew everything but could’t do anything.

Is love like this only?

She knew he’ll leave.​why did his words meant so much?

Something stopped..

​Her heart wanted to skip a beat,

But something stopped,

She wanted to stare at him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to smile at him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to laugh with him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to hold his hand,

But something stopped,

She wanted to be in his arms at cold,

But something stopped,

She wanted to talk endlessly,

But something stopped,

She wanted to dance with him,

But something stopped,

She wanted to complain about the world,

But something stopped,

She wanted to talk in sleepy voice,

But something stopped,

She wanted to trust him

But something stopped,

She wanted to give him gifts,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel his heat,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel his touch

But something stopped,

She wanted to show herself crazy,

But something stopped,

She wanted to bringout the child hidden inside her,

But something stopped,

She wanted to feel secured by him

But something stopped,

She wanted to scream about her feelings

But something stopped,

She wanted to fulfill the promisses,

But something stopped,

She still loved him,

But he stopped..


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